It's like you wake up and whole world has changed around, and you just can't find your way home.... But every once in a while, you leave a little mark that stays, and you you try to find your way back that way.
Sunday
If She's Breathing
Is it too much to ask, for someone to come upstairs and see if I'm alright??
Another round of cutting
Crying
Screaming
300 mg of Novo Lamotrigine -- 3x my dosage
I want nothing more than to swallow a bottle of Tylenol and hope for fuck that it helps.
Each time and I go up in numbers... Today I took 5