So my mother is going back to the hospital today... I hope they find whatever is killing her.
Five years -- FIVE YEARS -- of fucking doctors visits and they can't figure it out. On the plus side she has grounds for a lawsuit on her las doctor who simply put her on anti-depressents and said "It's all in your head".
All I know is that with the amount of pain she's in she doesn't even get out of bed anymore. Feels bad, man... I don't want my mom to die. I mean - she's not even 50 yet. This sucks.
My uncle went into the doctor the other day too, They found something on his lung. I'm fucking tired of the people I love dying off.
Tysene
Natasha
Grandma n Grandpa B.
Grandma and Grandpa C.
Sorry this post is so depressing, I just fucking hate everything today.
The roommate and I were talking last night, about being kids and playing and how all you want to do when you're little is grow up. I don't want to grow up anymore. I don't want to have to watch my parents get old and die. I mean, What do I have left once they're gone?
I have a whole total of about 3 friends left in this city. Maybe I will just run away with Angel when she goes. Maybe I'll start new like I did when I moved to BC.
but I LIKE living here.
I like our metal bar.
I like Sailor Dan and Guitar Man Matt and Homeless Steve
Fuck It.
Here's a cute Video.
^_^ I love it heh
