Sunday
Yay Life Update
So not everything in this life update is YAY, but most of it is :D
First off - I AM JOB. Workin at the castle by the river and yeah - best job I've ever fucking had. It's great. The people are awesome, the work is awesome, everything is awesome. Also lunch for $2.00 - can not beat that.
Second - Dez and I = 5months now. Couldn't have asked for a better guy. I am so fucking happy. Life is Dope.
Thrist - Got some Photography done, so I really prolly should get some of those up here and edited and what not - all in all I think they're pretty good. It was a lot of fun. Still thinking of going to school for it, but I don't know. I don't need a peice of paper to tell me I'm a photographer, and I'm really only doing it for me - sooo yeah.
Quatro - It's Daddy's Day - Happy day fathers.
Sinco - Cam and Mike and I hung out the other day. Ideas for the Zine are comming together GREAT and I'm very excited about it. I think it will take off really well and I'm more than ready to start pushing out articles.
Fünf - Silvias Mother is a fucking awesome song. I'm listening to it now and you should be too.
Six - I don't really know if I have any other good news. Oooh - wait, yes - I do. Dez and I are looking for a place for September First and I am very excited about that. It's going to be fantastic. As much as I love living with my mum and Bro.. and Step dad, it's going to be awesome to get my own place again.
And yeah. That's... that's kinda it... because I don't feel like putting bad news on here and so I simply am not going to. Because that's just the way it is.
LOOOVVEEE
Die Straße, die weg führt, ist lang, sie sind willkommen hier.
First off - I AM JOB. Workin at the castle by the river and yeah - best job I've ever fucking had. It's great. The people are awesome, the work is awesome, everything is awesome. Also lunch for $2.00 - can not beat that.
Second - Dez and I = 5months now. Couldn't have asked for a better guy. I am so fucking happy. Life is Dope.
Thrist - Got some Photography done, so I really prolly should get some of those up here and edited and what not - all in all I think they're pretty good. It was a lot of fun. Still thinking of going to school for it, but I don't know. I don't need a peice of paper to tell me I'm a photographer, and I'm really only doing it for me - sooo yeah.
Quatro - It's Daddy's Day - Happy day fathers.
Sinco - Cam and Mike and I hung out the other day. Ideas for the Zine are comming together GREAT and I'm very excited about it. I think it will take off really well and I'm more than ready to start pushing out articles.
Fünf - Silvias Mother is a fucking awesome song. I'm listening to it now and you should be too.
Six - I don't really know if I have any other good news. Oooh - wait, yes - I do. Dez and I are looking for a place for September First and I am very excited about that. It's going to be fantastic. As much as I love living with my mum and Bro.. and Step dad, it's going to be awesome to get my own place again.
And yeah. That's... that's kinda it... because I don't feel like putting bad news on here and so I simply am not going to. Because that's just the way it is.
LOOOVVEEE
Die Straße, die weg führt, ist lang, sie sind willkommen hier.
Thursday
Slut Walk and Consent Fest
Ermm hey?
Yeah, yeah I know - I don't write often anymore and that makes me a bad bad little person.
I don't really have anything to say other than:
I went to The Slut Walk and Consent fest after party at Divas (local gay bar) and had a fucking BLAST! met a really really cool (cute, fucking adorable) blond little Contact Juggler, and her Ermm.. spinning partner with awesome Hula Hoop skills and it was fucking Wow!
The night was awesome - Talked to my cousin who is trying to get me into being a drag king - which is actually petty dope - I'd be up for it! Fuck yeah.
Anyway - I dunno - I had pictures, buuut they aren't on my computer so - they'll be added later. Anyway - it was an awesome night!
also - ma pictures gonna be in teh paper! huzza! LOVE
bye
Yeah, yeah I know - I don't write often anymore and that makes me a bad bad little person.
I don't really have anything to say other than:
I went to The Slut Walk and Consent fest after party at Divas (local gay bar) and had a fucking BLAST! met a really really cool (cute, fucking adorable) blond little Contact Juggler, and her Ermm.. spinning partner with awesome Hula Hoop skills and it was fucking Wow!
The night was awesome - Talked to my cousin who is trying to get me into being a drag king - which is actually petty dope - I'd be up for it! Fuck yeah.
Anyway - I dunno - I had pictures, buuut they aren't on my computer so - they'll be added later. Anyway - it was an awesome night!
also - ma pictures gonna be in teh paper! huzza! LOVE
bye
Rest in Peace
They told me it would get easier with time but it hasn'tThey told me you're still here in some form and maybe you are
I still look for you four years later...
Four years later and not a day goes by without you on my mind
Dez and I are comming to visit you on the 3rd...
I think you'd approve of us,
I think you'd be happy for us.
I don't know why, but your oppinion still matters more than anyone elses
I can't tell you how many times I've cried thinking of you
I was going to talk to you that night...
I was going to call and tell you that I was comming back from BC
I wanted to chill
Drink coffee at the Wayback Shack and laugh
Those days are so many years past
For wherever you are
I hope you're happy
I hope the pain is gone.
I love you my friend <3
Friday
FUCK
What a fucking idiot! God Damned stupid roommate has her god damned stupid abusive peice of shit ex-boyfriend here and really, all I want to do is beat her with a God damned chainsaw until she's nothing but Mush in my God Damned bathtub.
What a fucking stupid peice of shit god Damned idea I fucking hate her.
I fucking hate him.
Need to get out of this fucking house before I do fucking kill someone. Just glad my boyfriend is here or I'd fucking go fucking insane.
I hate this shit. Hate it, stupid.
She's cheating, going to cheat on a great guy, her awesome boyfriend that everyone likes, that everybody approves of, the guy that treats her like she should be treated.
Honestly, maybe this prick peice of shit is the guy she Deserves.
Maybe she isn't any better than exactly what he calls her because, fuck, some days I'd like to say the exact same fucking thing to her.
What an idiot. Peice of fucking shit stupid slut cunt dumb fucking Dumb!
What a fucking stupid peice of shit god Damned idea I fucking hate her.
I fucking hate him.
Need to get out of this fucking house before I do fucking kill someone. Just glad my boyfriend is here or I'd fucking go fucking insane.
I hate this shit. Hate it, stupid.
She's cheating, going to cheat on a great guy, her awesome boyfriend that everyone likes, that everybody approves of, the guy that treats her like she should be treated.
Honestly, maybe this prick peice of shit is the guy she Deserves.
Maybe she isn't any better than exactly what he calls her because, fuck, some days I'd like to say the exact same fucking thing to her.
What an idiot. Peice of fucking shit stupid slut cunt dumb fucking Dumb!
Thursday
Whatever
Part of me is curious as to why my roommate is so damn pissed off... The other part of me thinks she's moody enough as it is, and I really don't fucking care anymore.
Saturday
For the last few months I have slowly come to the realization that I desperatly want to get married and have kids and own a house.
This is NOT okay with me.
I never wanted to get maried nor did i ever plan on having children. My life goal was to be a proffisional homeless person and live on the streets of Vancouver and possably make documentries and inject herion. This was my LIFE GOAL! Life goal... yeah, trust me, I know it's patetic and insane.
But now I'm like "JOB! BOYFRIEND! WANT KIDS! NEED A GOOD HOUSE! NO DRUGS! DRUGS ARE BAD!"
And I can assure you I've never done herion, or really any drug for that matter and I'm not entirely sure where my obsession for herion came from though personally I'm going to blame Nikki Sixx and his stupid book which I've read 30 times and still don't get tired of.
Fuck you Nikki Sixx.
Anyway - I did have a thought process here..
Oh yeah - Kids and marrage. I don't even have a boyfriend... I don't particularly even want a boyfriend. I just want to get married and be done with it and have kids and get divorced and be awesome because I'm a woman I can raise my god dammed kids on my fucking OWN! like an ADULT! YEA!
I dunno.
I'm done now.
I just needed to let the world know that my life goal has changed from being a homeless herion addict to actually being something productive with childs.
PRAISE ME!
<3
This is NOT okay with me.
I never wanted to get maried nor did i ever plan on having children. My life goal was to be a proffisional homeless person and live on the streets of Vancouver and possably make documentries and inject herion. This was my LIFE GOAL! Life goal... yeah, trust me, I know it's patetic and insane.
But now I'm like "JOB! BOYFRIEND! WANT KIDS! NEED A GOOD HOUSE! NO DRUGS! DRUGS ARE BAD!"
And I can assure you I've never done herion, or really any drug for that matter and I'm not entirely sure where my obsession for herion came from though personally I'm going to blame Nikki Sixx and his stupid book which I've read 30 times and still don't get tired of.
Fuck you Nikki Sixx.
Anyway - I did have a thought process here..
Oh yeah - Kids and marrage. I don't even have a boyfriend... I don't particularly even want a boyfriend. I just want to get married and be done with it and have kids and get divorced and be awesome because I'm a woman I can raise my god dammed kids on my fucking OWN! like an ADULT! YEA!
I dunno.
I'm done now.
I just needed to let the world know that my life goal has changed from being a homeless herion addict to actually being something productive with childs.
PRAISE ME!
<3
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